without you i'd be lost
it's like an addiction.and i know, i shouldn't, i always regret it afterwards.but, to be honest, i don't always know what i'm doing.sometimes everything becomes black and my thoughts takes over..my body just .. follows.
dont ever fall in love with someone who lives far away. distance hurts more than anything in this world.
things are starting to feel weird.
or maybe it's just me. i am weird.
when i lay with you i could stay here, close my eyes, feel you here forever, you and me together nothing is better
countdown until i get to go home: 3hrs 38 mins.
the night has been very quiet so far. it's been a few alarms,
but nothing serious and i've done everything i'm supposed to.
now i've deserved to be lazy and do nothing at all so now it's tv-time!
puss :*
do what makes you happy, be with the person that makes you smile. laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.
okay. it's time for me to get back to work after quite a long time.
really dont feel like going back, but at the same time i think i need it,
and it's just the hours before i start i hate, because as soon as i get there it's alright.
and i guess i really need something else to think of for a few hours.
and, before i forget:
happy b-day mami ♥
i wanna be the one you dream about at night
i think it's bedtime, to be honest.
this day has been kinda awesome.
jerker can really take my mind off things.
i just wish i could share my days with you.
goodnight. ♥
dance the night awaaaaaaay
right now my private diary is more like a guestbook, haha.
the jerk is here and we're drinking wine, eating crisps and watching the hockey.
and yeah, painting ugly pictures/writing retarded stuff in my diary.
and listening to lots and lots of music, the most important thing!
and, he's also paiting he's nails and calls them "hookernails" heh.
we're definitely not retarded, nono.
and hun, maybe i'll dance for you later. haha.
being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones
i feel like there's so much i need to say.
but tonight im just gonna say; fuck it.
